Honestly, I just want to be happy. I’m content, mostly.. I feel like there’s something missing. I need to fill that void, but I don’t exactly know what it is. I won’t try to find it. I’ll let it come to me. It’s just a waiting game. Not expecting something to be received makes it that much sweeter. But it also makes it harder if I were to lose it. I hate it when I struugle to keep these thoughts locked away like I always do. I can’t hold it in anymore. The lock is loosening up and I don’t know how much longer before it bursts open.
midnight blue & battleship grey.
